I do not know myself, though I try. I sure do fail. But God knows me and my heart.
I seem to struggle more than ever. Uncharitable thoughts just pop into my head, and even surprise me. I turn them over to Jesus with shame and sorrow.
I am His beloved worm. How appropriate since I rescue worms from the sidewalk.
Since I know myself so little, God gave me two responses to most situations:
in bad: "Thy Will Be Done" and/or "All for Thee O Sacred Heart of Jesus"
in good: "Praised be Jesus".